I'll just be straight about myself

I guess some of you know about me well enough, but some of you don't. I'm just an average Muslim but I'm still fighting my own desire, lust, soul, evil and worldly delight. It's not that I'm denying this world, but I don't want to be attached to it as if I will live here forever. People die every hour, and the next hour could be mine. For every seconds I lived this far, I'll try my best to make it meaningful to me and pleasing God.

Many asked me to chill out at nightclubs, but I won't go to such places. Call me snobbish or on high horses, but I got my principles which I must not lose. Sometimes I do find myself left out when I see others are having the fun of socialising through clubbing, drinking, partying but it's not me to do so. I don't mind having few acqaintances or very few friends, but true friends are the one who keeps on supporting me in remembering God.

Yes, I don't really enjoy life in this world because the real enjoyment is in the hereafter. Reserve these enjoyment for the later life as it will be for a lifetime. We get old, we will grow wrinkles, we will lose strength, and we will get sick. We will go hungry, we will go thristy, and we will go sleepy. All these will be gone forever in the hereafter and everything will be luxury.

Forget Zouk, Velvet, Host clubs and happening spots. As there will be a bigger enjoyment in the hereafter. Forget Chardonnay, Sake, Italian wines and Pina Coladas, you'll get a lifetime supply of those in the hereafter. Forget sexy girls, kawaii girls, and MILFy girls as you will have them forever in the hereafter.

It's always depressing for me when I see girls going clubbing and get banged by guys and later get dumped, for one day they suddenly bear a child and soon abort it or abandon it. Indeed these are the losers in this life and the true losers in the hereafter. You may say I am disrespecting you but stop blaming me and blame yourself. Indeed being pure is difficult in this era, but it's worth the effort for the hereafter. Don't say I'm being insensitive because I know people who lived without a real father and mother. They are indeed in rage, anger, depressed, and sadness because they don't know whom they really are.That is being injustice.

I never meant that I'm more pious than you but the life I went through these years made me realise that it's not worth doing all these. I understand and respect your feeling of fun and joy and all the youth you went through, but I'll reserve that for the later life. Call me whatever you want, but your way of life is to you, and my way of life is to me. I may be a Muslim, but I have to work hard to be a true Mu'min (A believer). Being Muslim is easy, but being a mu'min isn't because it is where you will be fighting with yourself (that is the soul).


In the name of Allah, the Beneficent, the Merciful.

Say: Oh you who turn away (or disbeliever)
I do not worship what you worship,
nor do you worship what I worship.
And I will not worship what you worship,
Nor will you worship what I worship.
Your way is yours, and my way is mine.

Surah Al-Kafirun.

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